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[22 Aug 2006|03:45pm]

i went to the neuro doctor
he told me to get an MRI and said that it was rare for someone my age to have this happen
so i got my MRI done on monday....and friday i gotta go back to him and get the results
fun fun fun

whatevs
i just want my eye sight back
thats all

Mesmorization becomes real

[16 Aug 2006|06:31pm]

i went to the eye doctor today
he said that the reason as to why my right eye is fucked up is because,
the optic nerve is swollen
so it has to do with my brain and shit because thats what the optic nerve is directly connected to.
he told me not to be nervous about it
but its hard not to be
ive never had anything like this and he isnt sure how it happened
thats why i have to go to a different eye doctor tomorrow
he wanted me to go to a neural something-or-other in nor more than 48 hrs
so im going tomorrow
i hope its nothing serious

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[16 Aug 2006|03:02pm]

It's incredible how some things work out
i saw someone today i havent seen in about a year
we have a long history
it was nice...seeing how we both have matured
how we've both changed for the better
it was like a slight burden was lifted from my shoulders
because even if we dont become the best of friends again
we understand each other and can get along
i missed her i honestly have to admit
=]
good seeing you Jess

Mesmorization becomes real

[14 Aug 2006|09:09pm]

tomorrow is me and vincent's 3 month anniversary
=]
im so happy

2 Got lost in their thoughts|Mesmorization becomes real

[30 Jul 2006|12:44pm]

i cant wait till i get my computer back
its still getting fixed
im at charlie's right now
we partied here last night
it was a fuckin blast

oh and by the way
i absolutely and positively
love vincent with all my heart
with all my soul and all my being
<3<3<3<3

Mesmorization becomes real

[20 Jul 2006|09:41pm]

I went to Phil's viewing today
it was hard, real hard
saw a lot of people i hadnt seen in a while
Phil didnt realize how much he touched everyone he met
im going to miss him a lot

im going to try to go to the funeral tomorrow
not sure if i have a ride yet
<3

1 Got lost in their thoughts|Mesmorization becomes real

[18 Jul 2006|07:28pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

well i just found out what happened on saturday
me and my bf's 2 month ann.
the day i moved into my new house
i had no idea this had even happened until TODAY

phil buenaventura, you were amazing
you helped me out in so many ways
helped me to become more open minded
the last time i saw you
we met up at barnes and noble a couple months ago
we hung out for hours and had a great time
i missed you then
and i miss you now
i thought if i moved back into srq id be able to chill with him
that it would be a lot easier to do so
now im back and hes gone
he was an extremely intelligent human being
i still have songs that him and alex recorded, covers, on my cpu
i still get chills with i hear the 2nd guitar solo in Comfortably Numb
R.I.P. Philip A. Buenaventura

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[18 Jul 2006|06:34pm]

im in my new house
with my mom, ramone
and my baby boy, vincent
so far everything has been going great
im happy with the house
with where it is
with who im living with
im just happy
i finally got to chill with steve and kyle with no problem
and it felt great

i just got done cutting my hair
now im waiting for my boo to get home from work
new cell = 735-4798

1 Got lost in their thoughts|Mesmorization becomes real

[13 Jul 2006|03:15pm]

so today is the day i finally turn 18
its about damn time!!
=]

and in 2 days its me and vinny's 2 month anniversary
=]

im so happy

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oh yah...btw [11 Jul 2006|06:05pm]

So its been decided...
Im moving back into Sarasota.
with my mom and her bf and most likely my bf as well
off Honore..right near Target
A big part of me is excited
bc i miss my mom and i love living with her,
bc i miss sarasota and the all people i used to see
but then again another part of me is unsure
bc i made so many great friends right here
i know its not like i wont ever get to see them again but i know i wont see them as often
and thats the part that sucks

i wish i could stick everyone i love and adore into one city 
then there would be no problems 
=]
ha.

Mesmorization becomes real

[11 Jul 2006|04:24pm]

Seeing Aubrey and Sarah yesterday made me so so so happy
I missed those girls to death, especially Aubrey
I went from seeing her everyday 5 days a week
to not seeing her since Triad's graduation which was May 23rd
anyways....
I had a lot of fun chillin and drinking yesterday
with my bf..aubrey..sarah...and other people
=]

Mesmorization becomes real

[07 Jul 2006|06:15pm]

today is my ex best friend's 19th bday. even though we're no longer friends...
i havent missed a birthday of hers in 7 1/2 yrs...so with that said....
Happy Birthday Michelle Gyger

Sunday im going out of town with my boyfriend =]
we'll be coming back Tuesday...the day before my birthday =]
im excited
i love you vincent notarianni

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[06 Jul 2006|03:25am]




my 4th of July was awesome
Vincent.Austin.Toby.Tara.Ashley.Gangsta.Rob.Charlie.Fitz.Danny.Brandon.Jason.
god damn i had fun, Charlie...youre a cover/bed hog! lol
I watched Pearl Harbor today with my boo.
it was so cute
he kept cuddling closer and closer to me on romantic parts and sad parts
=]
i love this boy something fierce
I TURN 18 IN 7 DAYS
then
me and vincent's 2 months is in 9 DAYS
<3

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[03 Jul 2006|07:37pm]

I finally got one of my favorite movies that ive been searching for, for almost 2 1/2 years.
my aunt bought it for me offline as an early bday present.
Requiem for a Dream
its an awesome movie. if you havent seen it...
i highly recommend you do so immediately

since im sick im gona go lay down
and watch the movie
Blow
[[hopefully my baby will call soon so i can hear his voice]]

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[03 Jul 2006|03:13pm]
partying at austin and toby's is always fun
99 bananas kicked my ass though haha

bleh and right now im sick
all i want i sfor vinny to get off work and take care of me
thank god he has tomorrow off
Mesmorization becomes real

nigga [30 Jun 2006|03:27pm]

last night i crashed at austin and toby's house with ashley, tara, jessica, gangsta boo, danny and jake
i love 99 bananas
it brought us all so much closer last night haha

*i get to see my baby boy in a few hours....i just wish time would fuckin hurry up!*

 

 

get lose get crunk get drunk get blown

Mesmorization becomes real

[29 Jun 2006|01:04am]
[ mood | drunk ]

omg tonigth was aweomse
i love 99 bananas =]

a niggy and t money
(ashley & tara)
you guys are absolutely amazing

ahhh tomoroew we;re getten even more crunk!

2 Got lost in their thoughts|Mesmorization becomes real

[27 Jun 2006|03:26pm]
ive been outside working in the yard for hours
i better have gotten some color
or else i will be greatly disappointed
Mesmorization becomes real

Good morning beautiful...how was your night [27 Jun 2006|08:55am]

oh my god
i adore
ashley, tara,
gangsta boo, charlie,
austin, toby,
Jake, rob
&
<3 vincent <3

i had so much fun last night at charlie's barn,
at austin and toby's house,
in tara's car
&
at dairy queen

i love my btown boys and girls so much
you guys are wonderful

my boo stayed the night last night.
it was the best sleep ive had in a long time.
waking up next to him was so so amazing
God damn last night was great
=]


but i will say this. i do miss my SrQ boys and girls VERY much
especially:
KaiKaiKai
Smashley
Saruhhh
Awebree
Steve
&
Kyle

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[25 Jun 2006|11:54pm]

kyle kauffman is the man
i fucking love the kid to death
he cracks me up, not once have him and i had one problem
i love it
yesterday i just chilled with him and smoked
watched Dazed and Confused

then went to bradenton and got trashed
ahh i love beer

then today i just chilled out with my bf and smoked
it was nice
=]

Mesmorization becomes real

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